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Daily Archives: July 4, 2012

MIXTAPE ALERT: TEAIRRA MARI(@TEAIRRAMARI)-UNFINISHED BUSINESS

DJ Scream hosts Teairra Mari new mixtape, Unfinished Business. The r/b songstress seem to still be trying to find her sound. I don’t deny there is talent there, but I must say I’m not in love with this mixtape. Now the U Did That featuring 2 Chainz joint is popping, along with her remix of Fat Joe’s Another Round. Check it out for yourself. I just need more vocal work with her music, you know I want her to simply have joints where she sanging.

 Download: Teairra Mari-Unfinished Business

 

NEW VIDEO: @BENCAREW-LAVISH

R/B singer/songwriter/producer, Ben Carew, dropped the brand new video for his joint, Lavish, off of his latest mixtape, Occupy Her Mind. Check it out, and cop the song below as well as the mixtape.

BUY: Ben Carew-Lavish

BUY: Occupy Her Mind

 

SCRIPTURE OF THE DAY- JOHN 14-15

I am the Good Shepherd; and I know and recognize My own, and My own know and recognize Me– Even as [truly as] the Father knows Me and I also know the Father–and I am giving My [very own] life and laying it down on behalf of the sheep. (John 10:14, 15 AMP)


– CELEBRITYMINISTRY.COM

 

FRANK OCEAN(@FRANK_OCEAN) PENS "COMING OUT LETTER"


Today via his Tumblr, singer/songwriter seemingly let his deepest secret out of the closet, he is bi-sexual. Read the letter he typed up back in December 2011, then read as CelebrityMinistry speaks on the matter.

Whoever you are, where ever you are, I’m starting to think we’re a lot alike. Human beings spinning on blackness. All wanting to be seen, touched, heard, paid attention to. My loved ones are everything to me here. In the last year or three, I’ve screamed at my creator, screamed at clouds in the sky for some explanation. Mercy maybe. For peace of mind to rain like Manna somehow.
Four summers ago, I met somebody. I was 19 years old; he was too. We spent that summer, and the summer after, together. Everyday almost. And on the days we were together, time would glide. Most of the day I’d see him and his smile. I’d hear his conversation and his silence until it was time to sleep. Sleep I would often share with him. By the time I realized I was in love, it was malignant. It was hopeless. It was no escaping, no negotiating with the feelings. No choice. It was my first love. It changed my life.
Back then, my mind would wander to the women I had been with, the ones I cared for and thought I was in love with. I reminisced about the sentimental songs I enjoyed when I was a teenager. The ones I played when I experienced a girlfriend for the first time. I realized they were written in a language I did not yet speak. I realized too much too quickly. Imagine being thrown from a plane. I wasn’t in a plane though. I was in a Nissan Maxima, the same car I packed up with bags and drove to Los Angeles in.
I sat there and told my friend how I felt. I wept as the words left my mouth. I grieved for them, knowing I could never take them back for myself. He patted my back. He said kind things. He did his best. But he wouldn’t admit the same.
He had to go back inside soon. It was late and his girlfriend was waiting for him upstairs. He wouldn’t tell me the truth about his feelings for me for another three years. I felt like I only imagined reciprocity for years. Now imagine being thrown from a cliff. No, I wasn’t on a cliff. I was still in my car telling myself it was gonna be fine and to take deep breaths. I took the breaths and carried on. I kept up a peculiar friendship with him because I couldn’t imagine keeping up my life without him. I struggled to master myself and my emotions. I wasn’t always successful.
The dance went on…I kept the rhythm for several summers after. It’s winter now. I’m typing this on a plane back to Los Angeles from New Orleans. I flew home for another marred Christmas. I have a window seat. It’s December 27th, 2011. By now I’ve written two albums. This being the second. I wrote to keep myself busy and sane. I wanted to created worlds that were rosier than mine. I tried to channel overwhelming emotions. I’m surprised at how far all of it has taken me.
Before writing this, I told some people my story. I’m sure these people kept me alive, kept me safe…sincerely, these are the folks I want to thank from the floor of my heart. Everyone of you knows who you are….
Great humans, probably angels. I don’t know what happens now, and that’s alright.
I don’t have any secrets I need kept anymore. There’s probably some small shit still, but you know what I mean. I was never alone, as much as I felt like it. As much as I still do sometimes. I never was. I don’t think I ever could be. Thanks.
To my first love, I’m grateful for you. Grateful that even though it wasn’t what I hoped for and even though it was never enough, it was. Some things never are…and we were. I won’t forget you. I won’t forget the summer. I’ll remember who I was when I met you. I’ll remember who you were and how we’ve both changed and stayed the same. I’ve never had more respect for life and living than I have right now.
Maybe it takes a near death experience to feel alive. Thanks.
To my mother, you raised me strong. I know I’m only brave because you were first, so thank you! All of you, for everything good. I feel like a free man. If I listen closely, I can hear the sky falling too.

SOURCE: MISSJIA.COM

Who are you? Are you your emotional gravitation? Are or u what u meditate on? “As a man think in his heart, so is he. Yet the heart is the most deceitful thing. Hmm how is that? When it’s filled with “evil treasures” meaning plans thoughts that are not of God. Yet flesh fulfilling vs spirit fulfilling. So if out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks(which brings about (fruit good or bad)) then fill it with the things of God that u may manifest te will of God for your life!

God Bless

– CELEBRITYMINISTRY.COM

 

SPORTS MINUTE WITH @MARGOLTL-DWIGHT HOWARD A LAKER?

Sports Minute with Margo

I have wrestled with this for quite sometime now. Should the Lakers trade Andrew Bynum for Dwight Howard? For some it seemed to be a no-brainer, but every since the announcement from Dwight(last year) that he wanted to be traded I have not been so gung ho to see this happen.

1. My first problem is even with a torn meniscus in 2009, Andrew Bynum played decently enough to help the Lakers defeat the Magic with Howard in the Finals.

2. Next problem is contrary to what most think, Andrew Bynum is better than Howard definitely on the offensive end, even though I have to admit that what makes Dwight great is he plays hard on both ends on the floor.

3. Dwight Howard DOES NOT WANT TO BE A LAKER. I don’t want anyone playing on the Lakers who do not want to be there.

At first it was hard for me to believe Stephen A Smith when he said that D12 reason for not coming to the Lakers is because he doesn’t want to have to follow in the great tradition that LA has for centers. You the likes of Mikan, Chamberlin, Oneal etc, he want to create his own legacy somewhere such as Brooklyn. That’s COWARDLY to me. Why? Because in Orlando you have already placed yourself in the record books. Sure to be a first ballot hall of fame player. So why are you afraid?
Then he says he wants to be the go to guy at the end of the games..but you shoot 50% at the stripe…seriously…every big man needs a 2 guard that can play the game…uh and he would have a 5time champion!

Now let’s talk about all the back & forth. It has taken him NO WHERE! The guy alledging he was ”blackmailed” by the Magic into signing his extension. SMH. So being told that the Magic will take the Laker deal is blackmail now…oh Dwight how the mighty has fallen in the eyes of sports fans. No wonder the Nets moved on.

Nonetheless IF this deal goes down, I will be forced to root for him, simply because he wearing that Purple & Gold, but this situation is ridiculous.

 
 

NEW MUSIC: NELLY(@NELLY_MO) FT. @CHRISBROWN-MARRY GO ROUND

Nelly hooks up with Chris Brown for his new track, Marry Go Round, from his upcoming album due out later this year. Check it out.

Source-Flex

 
 
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